I am someone who has a story. I am someone who has a journey that has milestones of pausing, staying, and going. To be brief with you:
I am someone who is without a job right now. That’s the situation.
I am someone who desires a nice job; a job that’s fun, engaging, high-paying, easy, stimulating, creative, and of my liking. That’s the desire.
Something in writing. Something in publishing. That’s the ideal but that is also the resistance because I do not know how to get this or how to do this. I don’t have a background in publishing. That’s the resistance. That’s the yearning. That’s the confusion. The fear.
So, it’s the desire and the resistance that matters. Strong desires are a result of strong resistances. Once you want something, you can never un-want it. You can never give it up. Sure, you can always tell yourself you will never get it and hence have the illusion of giving it up, but once an emotion of yearning is felt, you can never wrestle it to the ground and kill it.
Abraham Hicks says that. I am aware of the teachings.
I am reading A Course in Miracles Experiment by Pam Grout these days. My desire with this page is to share my journey.